snitchstiel:

listen up for a sec ok because nothing makes me happier than seeing misha collins, who was bullied as a kid and who grew up poor and who genuinely believes he doesn’t deserve to get positive attention, being in a place where he is loved and respected and praised for being himself

where he’s physically and emotionally embraced by other actors who he’s never actually met, where he gets invited to special non-spn panels in recognition of how much he is loved by his fans, where he can just be himself in all his witty, nerdy ridiculous glory

nothing makes me happier

not to mention that he self harmed and was depressed, “When I was 13 i decided i should carve the word ‘why’ into my leg with an exacto knife” and grew up to be this funny, amazing, beautiful person inside and out who grew up poor but now that he has money he uses it for gishwhes and randomacstofkindness and went from being in a bad environment to being surrounded by people who love and cherish him and now he’s a role model to thousands of people and if that doesn’t give you hope i don’t know what does